Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Things you may not know...

I obsess about my weight everyday...not because I am pregnant either! I love it when I have a good hair day and feel it necessary to compliment it with a nice outfit and make up, even if I am not going anywhere.

I have a small obsession with "air quotes." When getting ready for a big night out, I love to put on my Color Me Badd cassette tape (that's right...old school) and JAM OUT! I think I am a good dancer. I also think I am funny.

I am always worried about what others think of me. I have become a hermit since living in MO. I secretly envy some of my neighbors. I am constantly worried about money.

I miss my carefree days of our D.I.N.K. (Dual Income No Kids) life. I miss my job at UOP, it made me feel important. I miss my pre-pregnancy body.

I like to brag about my successful family members in a sly way, it makes me feel important that I am related to them.

I love being a mom but hate the constant 24/7 demands sometimes. I secretly love it when Decovin calls me "mommy" really loudly in public.

I love being in control but hate the responsibility it usually brings. I let my son watch way too much TV b/c I am too lazy to come up with activities here at home and/or take him somewhere (b/c I am a hermit).

I'm scared to death of Bob getting out of the NAVY for fear of the "unknown" for our future.

I like to complain about being pregnant because I think somewhere deep down it will make me go into labor sooner. And I am real scared to poop on the delivery table!

And now you know...how depressing my life really is...haha!

8 comments:

amanda said...

i didn't know that you sometimes get real pretty and just sit at home... too funny. :-)

Jen said...

Yes, I am pathetic...most days...lol!

Christy said...

I love you. :-)

Jen said...

I love you too!

amanda said...

well aren't we all just one big happy family...

Judy said...

MUAHHHH...i want in on the love fest too!!

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The Asay Family said...

haha @ poop on the delivery table. i didn't even know that was a possibility until my mom mentioned in once i was already in labor!!! i was squeezing those suckers together so hard i thought kenna would never come out!!